all i can seem to stomach anymore... | msterling45's Blog

is metal, bluegrass, and spacy indie music (think progressive twee)

everything else seems so ordinary and played out

i'm wondering if i've hit this stage in my life where i'm starting to despise everything that is considered 'normal' or 'socially accepted'

i've been reading a lot of Malachi Martin's stuff and i'm seeing my religious beliefs tying into the ideals of the Jesuit-Marxists

being a protestant for the past 25 years seems so bland and unimportant - i'm surrounded by people who are only christians as a facade - the people i know who are truly fervent in the spirit are shunned by the congregation, ministry, and oversears of the church system

that being said, since moving to NC i've been playing with a praise and worship band and i actually really enjoy it - we've decided to take a more hard-rock approach to things and we seem to be hitting social walls at every turn

as f*cking ridiculous as it sounds, i feel good rockin' for jesus - i still feel like we should get harder and faster and alienate ourselves even more to the surrounding so-called christian community so that we can reach people who might really need it

Christ was never a follower of the status-quo